apr 2026

May. 4th, 2026 02:04 pm
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Deceit, Desire, and the Novel [Mensonge romantique et vérité romanesque], René Girard. 1961, transl. Yvonne Freccero 1965. 317pp.

The 18th Brumaire of Louis Bonaparte, Karl Marx. 1852. International Publishers Co ed., 1963. 162pp. University library.

Dialectic of Enlightenment [Dialektik der Aufklarung], Theodor W. Adorno and Max Horkheimer.

About half of Tristes Tropiques, Claude Lévi-Strauss.

Hegel’s Theory of the Modern State, Shlomo Avineri. 1972. 252pp. University library.

“Franz Kafka” and “Max Brod’s Book on Kafka,” Walter Benjamin. In Illuminations [Schriften], transl. Harry Zorn, 1968.

Beyond Service: State Workers, Public Policy, and the Prospects for Democratic Administration, Greg McElligott. 2001. 336pp.

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mar 2026

Apr. 4th, 2026 04:47 pm
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The Social Contract [Du contrat social; ou, Principes du droit politique], Jean-Jacques Rousseau. 1762. Transl. Maurice Cranston, Penguin Classics ed., 1968. Pages Books, Calgary, AB.
The Racial Contract, Charles Mills. 1997. 171pp. 
Leviathan, Thomas Hobbes. 1651. Ed. John Gaskin, Oxford World’s Classics ed., 2009. 247 of 508pp. Little free library.

I have only read the first two books of Leviathan so far, on politics, but I’d like to return to the latter two, on theology. I actually quite enjoyed reading this pricklish and bizarre thinker. I love to watch him bite those bullets. I wondered if it’s not the case that his (negative, oddly materialist) theology may justify his politics rather than the other way around. Essay possibly forthcoming, after I read, I don’t know, a hundred pieces of secondary literature.

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Body of Work: Meditations on Mortality from the Human Anatomy Lab, Christine Montross. 2007. 296pp. Kings Co-op Bookstore, Halifax, NS.

Jodie Foster said, “They should have sent a poet.” It would have been better to specify, “They should have sent a good poet.” Despite this book's fascinating subject matter it suffers from that most common disease of poets-turned-memoirists: a basic inability to construct a sentence. “My dreams at night are full of Eve. I am Persephone, somewhere between the living and the dead” (285). Persephone’s dreams are full of Eve? For Christ’s sake. Anyway, I’m taking out my hangover on a book I mainly selected because I wanted to impress the fortyish butch woman staffing the bookstore, who pointed it out to me and said lots of people liked it, so I only have myself to blame.

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Native Tongue, Suzette Haden Elgin. 1984. First Feminist Press ed., 2000. 327pp. Would you believe I bought this at a liquor store on Barrington St in Halifax?

This is a feminist conlanger's cult classic, and I can tell you they're not churning those out, so I’m grateful for it. I began working on an essay for this, but it devolved into an unhelpful, peevish summary of all the issues with the book from the point of view of linguistics as a science. This surprised me, since Haden Elgin was a linguistics professor. It seems possible that it’s a matter of advances in the field since 1984; I don’t have a good mental timeline on the literature. Another charitable supposition would be that she was consciously bending facts in service of a thematic point. The problem is that the thematic point is also axed on one of the most actively irritating, even harmful, misconceptions about language that exists. And, on top of that, I happen to think the way the misconception is deployed is sexist. Now, they say that if you want to launch a belated ambush in the ‘80s feminist theory wars on a respected professor of your undergraduate discipline—without even an honours thesis—you best not miss. Maybe I’ll find a way into the essay eventually that doesn’t suggest a title like “10 STUPID Physics Mistakes in Star Wars Andor--You Won’t BELIEVE #5”.

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feb 2026

Mar. 8th, 2026 01:52 pm
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The Secret Agent, Joseph Conrad. 1907. 249pp. I don't remember where I got this book.

I remember to this day a certain phrasing in Heart of Darkness, which I only read once in high school: at dusk or dawn, the “columnar shadows” of trees. In the haunted, animated, nihilistic world of Conrad, every instant is gravely radiant. A man walks past a fruit stand at night: “The policeman on the beat projected his somber and moving form against the luminous glory of oranges and lemons, and entered Brett Street without haste” (126). The prose is so impenetrably packed that it nearly requires you to read out loud, to reread, or to annotate. And it rewards the effort: every sentence unfolds for you if you press on it gently. And on top of all that it’s exciting in a very ordinary sense, with its constant play of influence and domination, its intense personalities, and the single paragraph of horror that casts a shadow over the whole book, backwards and forwards, during which a police inspector looks at a bloody heap of bits that was once a human body on a table in a morgue and, although he knows the explosion must have killed the man in milliseconds, “the inexplicable mysteries of conscious existence beset [him] until he evolved a horrible notion that ages of atrocious pain and mental torture could be contained between two successive winks of an eye” (79). You are nearly frightened to keep picking it up because it evokes such an awesome feeling in you and because it requires so much of you in return. I have this same feeling about Whitman and Benjamin, for example.

The restless, self-consuming political sensibility at the heart of the book, with its exact balance between “realist” reactionaryism and nearly irrepressible yearning for some kind of poorly defined utopia, makes its effect even more undeniable. I don’t think I will be able to comment on Conrad’s politics exactly until I begin to read his novels set in the empire abroad. 

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Ice, Anna Kavan. 1967. 189pp. Local library.

An astonishing entry in the genre of women writing coldly and incisively about the sadism of men. Kavan reveals her own identification with sadism from time to time, which is in my view a basic appeal for a woman writer of this type of book; I take seriously her taste for the weeping of her deuteragonist ice princess and the brief appearance of a "handsome" woman with her own bloodlust for the princess's suffering; there is also the identification/desire confusion of her first-person protagonist’s crush on his military rival’s “startlingly bright” blue eyes (58) and “tough athlete’s body” (61). As you might intuit from these brief excerpts, her style is sometimes overmuch in its masturbatory romance, an effect that I’m often very critical of; yet something about the whole even atmosphere makes these extremities fit, maybe exactly because it displays them as the uncomfortable penetrations of personal enjoyment that they are.

Fundamentally, I read this as a story about how far men will go to enjoy their delusion of their own immortal virility in the face of a certain, universal, and utterly sexless death. Her protagonist seems to have no idea what he even wants his woman for, except to rape her, which only leaves him completely empty. In the apocalypse the characters confront, her protagonist has it that “in the delirium…it was impossible to distinguish between the violent and the victims” (182). Despite my avid observation of the death drive, both in general and in the redemptive personal reading I apply to the passivity of the woman characters who play the structural role of object in novels like this, I think this idea of ultimate commensurability between violence and victimhood is perfectly false. I despise the line in sex relations that attempts to use the death drive to justify sadistic misogyny, on both sides of the relation. Indeed, it’s because Kavan inserts this in her protagonist’s narration among other clear falsehoods and confusions that she allows me to suggest that she doesn’t think it’s so straightforward either. There’s the death you want, the death you don’t want, the death you phantasize about—in the psychoanalytic sense, with its perfect ambivalence—and then, after all that’s done, there’s the death you get. A cold one.

Realizing Kavan was in her sixties when she wrote this novel was a final reinforcement for me of the long practice of craft that is indicated by her ability to balance injudicious excitements and impersonal craft. It also recast my reading above with another consideration: the adventurism of her young protagonists is observed, in its ultimate pointlessness, by a woman beginning to eye the last horizon. She died the following year. I wrote pages of notes on this book, and will probably buy a copy.

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Pedro Páramo,
Juan Rulfo. 1955. 194pp. Half Price Books, Austin, TX. In Spanish.

The first book I’ve read cover to cover in Spanish. I can’t exactly claim to have read it. Reading to study a language early on, with the dictionary constantly open beside you, turns out to be like how it felt to read when I was very young; because you have to alternate reading for comprehension and reading for pure mass of input, your context for the parts you understand is slightly flawed. Objects morph on the page in a dreamlike way. For several pages as a young person, I thought that in the middle of To Kill A Mockingbird Atticus Finch shot a homeless man named Tim Johnson in the street. It's especially inconvenient for me in a novel that's structured like this, so maybe I'll be able to go back in three to five years. I did understand exactly enough of this novel to wonder why it isn’t already common knowledge that Cormac McCarthy must owe everything he ever wrote to Latin American novelists, down to, if I’m right, the feeling and flow created by Spanish-language dialogue punctuation; his gimmick (which I do like) must be an attempt to replicate it in English.

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Fear and Trembling, Søren Kierkegaard [as Johannes de Silencio]. 1843. 165pp. Fair’s Fair Books, Calgary, AB.

I have thoughts about this book, but I need to read more about Kierkegaard’s life before I can make any statements, because my thoughts all rely on an incredibly strong conviction I developed that Kierkegaard must have been a low-libido homosexual, or else an opposite-sex-celibate bisexual, or repulsed by the heterosexual relation in some other private way for which there is little public language. I’m sure this has nothing to do with my own personal life. If it were true, it would produce some truly fascinating ways to read the central arguments of this book. The Hegelian ethical is the sum of what is good for the larger group, which includes the reproduction of the state through marriage and the family—but isn’t there some transcendental, irreconcilable obligation from God to follow one’s own seemingly irrational private calling, which may even require the sacrifice of what seems like an obvious public good, for reasons that are so individual and precious that they can’t be spoken aloud…? Well, what would I know about it, if there was? Don’t trust me on this yet. Remember, I thought Dostoevsky was an atheist.

jan 2026

Feb. 9th, 2026 02:27 pm
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Happy new year.

Fingersmith,
Sarah Waters. 511pp. 2002.

In this adventurous novel, which is so much fun that you forget contrivance is supposed to be “bad”, a recurring warning is the way we adjust to domination and miss it when it’s gone. We miss the frying pan when we’re in the fire. So Suky thinks, on the hungry cold morning after she escapes a madhouse: at least they provided food and it was warm. And the boy Charles, when she hocks his jacket, after several weeks in shirtsleeves: “I had kept him so long in that dark room, doing nothing, his face had got pale, and his eyes had begun to grow glassy, like a doll’s. ‘I want my jacket,’ he still said, now and then, in a feeble sort of bleat; but I think he had almost forgotten what it was he wanted it for. For at last there came a time when he said it, and I answered, ‘All right. Today you’ll get it. We’ve waited long enough. Today’s our day’: and instead of looking pleased, he stared and looked frightened.” May we all be strong enough to remember why we wanted our jacket before it was taken from us, and to release ourselves into uncertainty in the prospect of getting it.

As in Tipping the Velvet, while the plot draws to a close, you can perceive the graduate seminar about knowledge, reading, looking, right there on the page; but, god bless me, I like that. When you read, “she was sitting, writing,” your breath catches. They say Classical Chinese poetry requires dozens of years to read properly because every line is freighted with intertextual allusion to an education that was once given to all writers which we now have to recover from clues left behind. How pleasurable it must have been to be Su Hui, reading about boats and the dreams of sages and remembering her studies, and connected thereby with everyone else who knows about boats and the dreams of sages. A whisper from the writer to the reader. I’m soft-hearted, so when I finished I had tears in my eyes, and then I clutched the book to my chest—I’m sorry, I’m serious—as if it was written in a lover’s code.

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Seminar 17: On the Other Side of Psychoanalysis [A l’envers de psychoanalyse], Jacques Lacan, trans. Russell Grigg. 240pp. 2007.

Speaking of codes. I enjoyed reading this text and I’m glad I had no expectation of understanding it. Lacan always seems to be saying one thing and then its opposite, to try to lead the listener to understand something that perhaps he believes he can't convey directly, the synthesis of the two contradictory terms. I really think there’s something to this elaborate nonsense, this repudiation of the desire for sensemaking. You do get convinced you’re listening to the slyness of method, his attempt to tell you, without telling you, what it would mean to throw off the master's discourse for that of the analyst. He wants to invoke the inspiration in you that will allow you to suddenly understand the way he does, or to not-understand the way he doesn’t. At other times you hear a rambling narcissist. I even catch an echo here and there of the diction of a certain U.S. president. Or: some kind of inverse or perserve (or envers-e?) narcissism which says, instead of “I know everything,” “I know nothing." A statement like this is impossible to read as sincere on its face, because he’s standing at the front of the class, for one(1), and because you can just tell he’s enjoying himself. And this contradiction in the performance is also part of this method of contradictions which again he will never quite teach you, since what he’s doing, of course, is not teaching at all.

Now, only so many people in the canon can make this their schtick. You have to have a guy who does this, to fill the board of possible things to do with concepts; but you certainly don’t want too many. What I recall thinking after I read Empire of the Senseless was that every modernist text wants to say something different, but postmodernist text can only say one thing. The question is whether that’s the only thing to say.

(1) Or maybe--for One? He's got me.


fall 2025

Dec. 28th, 2025 11:46 am
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Middlemarch, George Eliot. 1871. 736pp.
I found Middlemarch immediately quite painful, in that funny, tender way. Learning in the foreword that Eliot translated Spinoza and was considered very ugly gave me one of those terrible parasocial fantasies of kinship that can make every comment in a novel feel like an aside across time specifically to you. So much of this novel is about what it might mean, for various people under various circumstances, to make the pursuit of knowledge their life project and guiding purpose. Or, rather, not knowledge, but:
But something she yearned for by which her life might be filled with action at once rational and ardent; and since the time was gone by for guiding visions and spiritual directors, since prayer heightened yearning but not instruction, what lamp was there but knowledge? (64)
Eliot depicts this yearning in all its silliness and sadness. As a female would-be intellectual, Dorothea, “struggling in the bands of a narrow teaching, hemmed in by a social life which seemed nothing but a labryrinth of petty courses, a walled-in maze of small paths that led no wither” (21) is desperate to exercise “the energies which stirred uneasily under the dimness and pressure of her own ignorance” (32). I can’t tell you how miserable it might make you to read these passages, which so gently lay out Dorothea’s foolish belief that the knowledge guarded by Casaubon will deliver her from the suffering of purposelessness, if, perhaps, you were concurrently wracked with the throes of PMC white-collar burnout and gathering materials for desperate applications to graduate school.

The men of this novel, although they have all the opportunities of which Dorothea has been deprived on the basis of her sex, are frequently as tragic as she is. This is because Eliot understands that while unfreedom is terribly real and stunting, there is no satisfaction in freedom either. There is for example the great and understated pathos of the curate Farebrother’s insect collection, as Farebrother wistfully speaks of his essays in entomology, his “spiritual tobacco”, as the real energy of his life rather than his daily work (128). Casaubon, who really commits to the project, and for all that, near the end of his life, discovers in place of the love that falls toward him for the first time “a certain blankness of sensibility…he was as utterly condemned to loneliness as in the despair which sometimes threatened him while toiling in the morass of authorship without seeming nearer to the goal. And his was that worst loneliness which would shrink from sympathy” (63). Lydgate’s arrogance and his conviction of his specialness, which even so endears us because he will not be rude and because he wants something, and we know what it is like to want something; Will Ladislaw taking too much opium in an effort to provoke a stroke of genius.

The impish result of this concatenation of examples is that Eliot must have us conclude that there is no genius, and that these poor sinners are toiling after nothing. This is troublesome because Eliot herself is a genius and her work really did achieve the type of immortality that her characters dream of. But as far as most of us go she’s probably right; and, after all, we have no evidence that being a genius made her happy.

I have a feeling that Spinoza is an enormous influence on this novel, and I have been thinking of Spinoza as somebody who will be very important to me once I can get there. I am sure I will revisit Middlemarch many times.

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Persuasion, Jane Austen. 1817. 288pp.
A charming little book to be sure, but after reading Middlemarch it feels a bit flimsy and ill-tempered. One virtue is its meaner satire of the rich.

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The Republic,
Plato. 
I’m still thinking about that final myth set in the land of the dead around a rainbow pillar: the woman soul who selects the life of a male athlete, the male hero who selects the life of a seamstress, and Odysseus, who selects the life of an ordinary man, brimful of relief. There’s something so soothing about the idea that everything that happens happens because you chose it in another life, for some reason now unknown only to you. (Soothing in the same way as Spinoza’s determinism, which gently says, there’s after all nothing you can do.) Soothing doesn’t mean correct or indeed just. I’ve been paging through some writing on the Republic, and I’m looking for someone to help me in exploring my feeling that the myth of the chosen life will best clarify this playful and baffling work. It's a myth that purports to justify, in this deceptive and pacifying way, how exactly the role that we are meant to play in society winds up marked on our foreheads, such that we might conform to Socrates’s vision of righteousness as division of labour.

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The Prince, Niccoló Machiavelli. 96pp. I also read this, but I don’t have anything to say about it just yet, not out of disinterest. I'm starting on the Discourses.

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Tipping the Velvet, Sarah Waters. 1998. 480pp.
I read this very quickly, and it left a very good impression on me. Of course, knowing that Waters was in academia makes it almost a game of esotericism to point out how her plot relies on a set of elegant modulations and reversals between male and female, public and private, poor and rich. (A sister, in both this structure and the obviousness of the structure to the initiated eye—an obviousness that increases rather than decreases critical pleasure—is Paul Thomas Anderson’s recent film One Battle After Another.) The key phrase is the one that Nancy produces near the end of the book: “I feel like all my life I’ve been playing different peoples’ scripts”. And, actually, as I mention below, I think in its modulation between male and female Waters either unconsciously cannot overcome (in an interesting way) or purposefully never transgresses a certain barrier between male and female, that is, the barrier of domination and sadism, which Highsmith can do effortlessly. This is probably because Highsmith was by all accounts an incredibly unpleasant person; I regret to report from the inside that for women structural androgyny requires the cultivation of unpleasantness. Note that, if I were truly androgynous, I wouldn't regret it.

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The Price of Salt, Patricia Highsmith (as Claire Morgan). 1952. 262pp.
The Talented Mr. Ripley, Patricia Highsmith. 1955. 271pp.

I’m not quite charmed by Highsmith as I am by Waters, but as I wrote these paragraphs I began to convince myself of something unusual and special in Highsmith after all, which might be female sadism (a topic I am becoming interested in). Ripley is the better novel, I think, for its formal strangeness, the rubbed-out lack that is its central character. He is not dashing, I was surprised to learn in contrast to the cultural osmosis I’d received, but pathetic, in a way that specifically underscores his sexual ambiguity. He always comes across as a jilted woman. Perhaps the Matt Damon movie distorted our thinking: it’s hard not to be impressed by watching Matt Damon be rich. One of the benefits of a novel, in this regard, is its ability to avoid the visual, with its seductive illusions. I guess these are both novels that are exercises in unpunished transgression of the law, with suitable inversions. We are sympathetic to Carol and Therese’s escape from the sexual law, but of course we regard Ripley’s transgressions with moral ambivalence or repulsion.

Let me run two ideas by you. First, the conflation of the intuition of purity with the intuition of morality has always bamboozled writers who, like Socrates in the Gorgias, find themselves arguing that something is wrong about catamitism (”terrible, foul, miserable”) in the same way that something is wrong about murder. There is very much a qualitative difference between a trangression of impurity and a transgression of harm. Isn’t there? This is the problem with writers like Bataille and de Sade who valorize all trangression equally, who want murder to be like sexual freedom.

Second, there is something culturally different about the transgression of gay men and the transgression of lesbians: the transgression of lesbians tends toward a negative transgression, the transgression of not doing what the law commands (playing the submissive and sexually available role of a female), while the transgression of gay men tends toward a positive transgression, the transgression of doing something that is forbidden (sodomy). In each of these novels Highsmith’s intuitions about transgression intersect interestingly with this vague intuition of mine, but the fact that her plots don't allow me to forward the idea, that The Price of Salt centres around the discovery of a positive transgression by the private detective while Ripley centres around--I'm not sure--makes her protagonists somehow more bisexual-in-the-old-sense than Sarah Waters’ cross-dressing submissive in Tipping the Velvet. One might indeed think that this is because sexuation is fundamentally about structural role, and not about what you wear.


aug 2025

Sep. 23rd, 2025 09:41 am
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The Passion According to G.H. [A paixão segundo G.H.], Clarice Lispector. 1964. Annotated reread. Pages on Kensington, Calgary, AB?

The definition of Jean-Luc Nancy’s “exscription”; a novel that you can use as an incantation. Nearly too full of aphorism to quote. I first read this novel cover to cover while getting a six-hour tattoo, and perhaps I understood it better then than I do after annotating it line by line. Each paragraph seems to acquire new sentences whenever you reread it. This time, something that really struck me is Lispector’s ability as a plain storyteller. Unlike many experimental writers, she can wind through a narrative directionlessly for fifty pages and then suddenly tug the thread and close the stitch in a terrible instant of material epiphany. I'm sure many experimental writers would say they are explicitly trying not to do this, to which I say, should we not try?  

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Hard Times, Charles Dickens. 1854. Broadview edition 1996, ed. Graham Law. Little free library.

I have to be honest: I read the first three paragraphs of this novel and thought, “Oh dear—what if I fucking hate Charles Dickens?” The chummy midbrow condescension that I couldn’t help but hear in the moralizing sections grates on me. Maybe I’m overly blasé about Dickens’ obvious virtues because the sort of humour, pace, and observation style he employs is one I think you can now read—less masterfully, to be sure—in most decent genre writing and even essay work. This is unfair since it may be a voice he originated. In fact, I have realized as I’m writing that I might be trying to do it right now. I’ll probably still read Bleak House.

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Notes from Underground [Zapiski iz podpolya], Fyodor Dostoevsky. 1864. Transl. Boris Jakim, 2009. Public library.

What Is Sex?, Alenka Zupančič. 2017, 168pp. Gift from a friend.


Selected short stories and essays:
Movies & TV:
  • Universal Language (2024) dir. Matthew Rankin
  • Shiny Happy People, season 2 (2025)
  • Last Year at Marienbad (1961) dir. Alain Resnais
  • Do The Right Thing (1989) dir. Spike Lee

jul 2025

Aug. 11th, 2025 10:08 am
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Moby-Dick, Herman Melville. 1851. 687pp. (I haven’t read the commentary and appendices in my Penguin Classics edition.) The Book Shop, Penticton, BC.

I did it!

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The Years, Annie Ernaux. 2008. 233pp. Gift from a friend.

I can read Annie Ernaux quickly and with great focus. I finished this book in three sessions of uninterrupted reading. To encounter a writer this way is a relief, because I feel validated as a thinker when I can effortlessly enjoy something so beautiful. I used to read this way all the time, as a child, but that was when my reading was light. I underappreciated great books when I first encountered them because I hadn’t learned how to read slowly. To this day I feel some nervousness about the fact that I find it harder to read some books than others, since it seems to confirm my status as a hopeless dilettante somehow. And I do have the sense that new realms of experience with the written word must come for me through reading very slowly. This might not be a prescription for everyone; not everyone needs to cue themselves with “chest up” in the deadlift. But why not indulge myself a little here and there? Why not read the complete works of Ernaux or Byung-Chul Han out of pure pleasure? Is it dilettantish to read for pleasure? If you read the wrong things, it must be. But I have this tendency to designate anything I can read for pleasure “the wrong thing”.

I have recently found memoir easier to read than anything else. Why does it seem to matter so much whether what is being related to me “really happened” or not? I’m not conscious of desiring to read about things that “really happened”. It’s merely that the mysterious magnetic needle inside me that points toward certain works has veered away from pure fiction in some way I find quite disorienting. I mean, I wouldn’t even know if a memoirist was lying.

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The Names, Don DeLillo. 1982. 339pp. Purchased from AbeBooks.

Impossible to deny the incessant power of DeLillo’s perfect, shocking sentences. But am I hopeless to find them lacking something when draped like this on a suspense novel that feels somehow meagre or half-baked? (We couldn’t come up with anything better than the initials? I kept thinking there was another secret twist. I’m tempted to go back through to see whether I’m underestimating DeLillo, but I can’t manage it now.) I mean, the ability of popular writers to compose finely tuned affective symphonies is unmatched. I include giants like Dostoevsky who were popular writers in their time. Why couldn’t a writer do both these things today? Am I just meant to find it more mature to feel nothing? Is it my fault that I feel nothing? Is this why everyone now hates the novel? A great film is still allowed to punctuate itself in such a way that you’re provoked to weep.

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Memnoch the Devil, Anne Rice. 1995. 434pp. Little free library.

Oh, Anne. Another bizarre tirade I can’t help but love. Paradise Lost meets Christmas Carol. Lestat drinks the blood of Jesus Christ and then the menstrual blood of an evangelical preacher, and I am loath to tell you the thematic punchline, because it’s so good that it made me raise my eyebrows and set the book down. She always has that trick of pulling out some intellectual stop when you least expect it, after you’ve been lulled into complacency by 300 pages of sheer nonsense dictated to her word for word by her death drive.

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Selected essays:

  • “Against Interpretation” and “On Style”, Susan Sontag. In Against Interpretation (1966). “Art is the supreme game which the will plays with itself.” p41

Movies and TV:

  • La Chimera (2023) dir. Alice Rohrwacher
  • Mulholland Drive (2001) dir. David Lynch
  • A Seperation [جدایی نادر از سیمین , Jodāi-e Nāder az Simin, ‘The Seperation of Nader and Simin’] (2011) dir. Asghar Farhadi
  • Les bons débarras (1980) dir. Francis Mankiewicz
  • Certified Copy [Copie conforme] (2010) dir. Abbas Kiarostami

jun 2025

Jul. 27th, 2025 11:00 am
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Debt, The First 5,000 Years, David Graeber. 2011. 534pp. Local library
The Dawn of Everything: A New History of Humanity, David Graeber and David Wengrow. 2021. 704pp, but I didn't read the last few chapters before the conclusion. Local library.

I was telling everyone that Graeber (RIP) puts you in mind, unfortunately, of a Jared Diamond of the left. My intuition is that he's better than that, but it's very difficult for me to ascertain, because I'm not simultaneously an expert on ancient China, Mesopotamia, the Aztec and Inca empires, the pre-invasion societies of the American Northwest Coast, ancient India, and the end of the Bretton Woods system.

But this is an unfairly flip and obvious critique. In fact, by the time I was reading Dawn, I had become totally convinced of one of Graeber and Wengrow's overarching arguments: that, by scrupulously avoiding the "grand narrative" since the 1950s or so, the humanities and social sciences have only submitted themselves semi-permanently to yesteryear's scientific mythologies. By pretending not to have a grand narrative, they point out, we actually inscribe in our work a secret default story authored by Hobbes or Rousseau, or, if we're lucky, Weber or Lévi-Strauss. Their proposed alternative is to draw in the empirical evidence of the last seventy years to venture updated versions of these universal, sweeping ideas. In fact it's an admirable scholarly risk. By articulating grand narrative, you essentially guarantee that in fifty years somebody will be able to say, "I can't believe these idiots really thought X was true of everything on earth, when the modern evidence now shows Y". Most of us are too cowardly to venture such claims; Graeber is a sort of brash astronaut setting forth into the cosmos well aware that the background radiation will tear his DNA to shreds.

And, indeed, the way my sense of human history was instantly reconfigured around the introductory chapters of Dawn must be worth something. I assumed, naively, that this would be a book about how "humanity was more cooperative in the past", and I couldn't have been more wrong. It's a book about how humanity has always been conscious of itself, and once the gears start turning on that statement, its operation is unstoppable.

I'm reminded of Marilynne Robinson's equally illuminating argument in Reading Genesis. She says that the mindset which would take Scripture as divinely revealed and unalterable is wrong, but the first-order counterargument that sees its multiple authorship and internal contradictions as proof of disposability is also wrong. Instead, she says, we have to think about the Bible (and similar ancient books) as the dedicated, considered, profound work of generations of the most thoughtful scholars in Jewish and early Christian culture. Contradictions, lacunas, confusions, are not mistakes; parellels, metaphors, internal references are not divine judgment or coincidence; they are the product of people of the past thinking deeply about the nature of our existence and our moral designs, which they called God. Scripture is a literary product, in the most elevating sense of the term, and we can only avoid this conclusion if we assume that people of the deep past were essentially non-reflective and sort of dumb. If you assume, instead, that people of the past and deep past had complex political, economic, and spiritual lives, riven by contradiction and concern, striving ambivalently in the material conditions they were bequeathed by their own ancestors--in other words, that they were in a situation much like our own--your vision of history instantly opens up like a chrysanthemum.

My instinct is that Wengrow was Graeber's perfect intellectual partner, harnessing his excesses to direct the important ideas underneath to the surface without losing his verve and wit. I am genuinely gutted that they will never be able to release the two further volumes they apparently planned of Dawn, which was a ten-year labour, and I am grateful that we have what we have.

Selected short stories and essays:
  • Meister Eckhart, "Selections from the Commentaries on Genesis", in Meister Eckhart: The Essential Commentaries, Sermans, Treatises and Defenses (The Classics of Western Spirituality), transl. Edmund Colledge and Bernard McGinn.
Important portions and chapters of:
  • Mao's China and After, Maurice Meisner; Feminist Film Theory and Cléo de 5 à 7, Hilary Neroni; What Is Sex?, Alenka Zupančič; Ideology, Terry Eagleton; La vie au guichet, Vincent Dubois; The Passion According to G.H., Clarice Lispector [annotated reread].
Movies, TV, and performances:
  • Def by Temptation (1990) dir. James Bond III
  • Couples Therapy (2019 - 2025)
  • How-To with John Wilson (2020 - 2023)
  • Ganja and Hess (1973) dir. Bill Gunn
  • Hollywood Shuffle (1987) dir. Robert Townsen
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I haven't kept good track of my reading because for the last three months I've mainly read academic literature, and in that sphere, I don't often feel especially well-positioned to compose pithy summaries. God knows why I judge Crime and Punishment as a work warranting my criticism but dare not go so far as to pen a line on Critical Social Theory in Public Administration (2004) by Richard C. Box at the University of Nebraska, Omaha. And I have written before about the tension this journal can create for me--it opens a space in which I feel I ought to comment, even if I don't have much to say, which must be among the most useless types of comment there is. But I was also saddened to look back from the opening of June and have no record of what I read or what I thought about what I read. It was disenheartening, as if I had read nothing at all. Also, from time to time I find some useful thought coming out of this process of collating impressions and mustering sentences together. 

So, three months on, here is a list of everything I recorded or remember reading in these three months, and one sentence about what I seem to recall. 

"I Remain in Darkness" [Je ne suis pas sortie de ma nuit], Annie Ernaux, transl. Tanya Leslie. 94pp. An astounding and terrible record; as you read you sense death hovering over your own shoulder.

Antigone’s Claim, Judith Butler, 2000. 118pp. I am fascinated by Antigone and even the critical collection of accounts of her from canonical philosophers like Hegel and Lacan is very useful.

My Own Private Germany, Eric Santner, 1996. 200pp. The way I approach an interpretation of the writings of Schreber, a madman, is similar to the way I approach an interpretation of non-mad philosophical writings, which might fairly throw into disrepute my approach to philosophy in general.

On Mysticism, Simon Critchley, 2024. 336pp. The idea that mysticism describes an approach to the world, not a passive state in which one is blessed or cursed by visions, is enheartening--you too could be a mystic!

Neoliberalism’s Demons: On the Political Theology of Late Capitalism, Adam Kotsko, 2018. 176pp. Fascinating arguments that have the ring of the Real in a way that makes a theological approach to the morals of politics ever more convincing to me.

Do States Have The Right To Exclude Immigrants?, Christopher Bertram, 2018. 144pp. A patient, methodical exploration of the arguments against excluding people from particular national territories; I would recommend this above the more popular activist texts available on this topic (e.g. John Washington's The Case for Open Borders) for the purpose of convincing uninterested people that this is an extremely important issue with a clear correct position.

I'm So Glad We Had This Time Together, Maurice Vellekoop, 2024. 496pp [graphic novel]. I'm deeply embarrassed to say this is the only book I had to google to remember at all; it's sweet and beautifully illustrated but there's something missing for me here.

The Political Unconscious, Fredric Jameson, 1981. What a writer--Jameson's theory has the know-it-when-you-read-it spark and vivaciousness of great prose.

The Soul at Work, Franco "Bifo" Berardi, 2009. 232pp. I'm getting worn down by this line of theory, although I wrote an essay about this and the Max show The Pitt that may not ever see the light of day.

Água Viva, Clarice Lispector, 1973. 88pp. (Neverland / Flying Books, Toronto.) Iconic, right?

Bureaucrats and Bleeding Hearts: Indigenous Health in Northern Australia, Tess Lea, 2008. This may be the only nonfiction book I have read so far--in my life--that "gets" bureaucracy at the deeper psychic level; and I happen to think it's very important to get bureaucracy, because of the structure of our entire godforsaken economy. 

Passing, Nella Larsen, 1929. This book has the fascinating effect of making the social categorization of human beings by race seem like some kind of horrible fever dream; especially interesting to read after becoming glancingly acquainted with the work of Barbara and Karen Fields.


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Selected essays and stories:

  • “Warehouses” by Brandon Taylor in Joyland 
  • "Bureaucracy", in Economy and Society vol. 2, Max Weber (1921)
  • "Professional-Managerial Chasm" by Gabriel Winant in n+1
  • "Pirates of the Ayahuasca" by Sarah Miller in n+1
  • Chapters or important portions of: Anarchafeminism (2021), Chiara Bottici; The Body in Pain (1985), Elaine Scarry; Virtue Hoarders: The Case Against the Professional-Managerial Class (2021), Catherine Liu


Movies, TV, and performances:
  • Bluebeard's Castle (1911), Bela Bartok (1911), and Gianni Schicchi (1918), Giacomo Puccini, Calgary Opera
  • Salome (1905), Richard Strauss, Met Opera Live
  • The Barber of Seville [Il barbiere di Siviglia] (1816), Gioachino Rossini
  • Solaris [Солярис, Solyaris] (1972) dir. Andrei Tarkovsky
  • Mirror [Зеркало, Zerkalo] (1975) dir. Andrei Tarkovsky
  • The Constant Gardener (2005) dir. Fernando Meirelles
  • Play (1963), Not I (1972), Quad I + II (1981), Samuel Beckett
  • Hummingbird Guided Meditation (2024), Miruna Drăgan & Maggie Tiesenhausen
  • Move Ya Body: The Birth of House Music (2025) dir. Elegance Bratton
  • Sinners (2025) dir. Ryan Coogler
  • The Searchers (1956) dir. John Ford
  • Peep Show (2003 - 2015)

feb 2025

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Eroticism, Georges Bataille. 1957. 272pp. Local library.

I guess it’s not cool anymore to just say you hate Bataille on feminist grounds. Well, I do. Or rather I resent him because I expect I would find him so useful if I could extract his ideas from that context. A key idea from this book strikes me as an actual departure from reality, undermining to the whole project: the idea that transgression, the desire to violate the Law which thus requires the Law, the desire to violate, is what lies at the core of all human desire, all human meaning, even. I happen to think this is a subjective quirk that has gained the ground it has because of the predominance in the academy of high-libido male philosophers. To me it’s as foreign and bemusing as if Bataille was saying, “All human desire is founded on wanting a really cool car.” I am going to read some other interpretations to give the whole thing a fair shake.

What about the distaff counterpart, negative transgression—refusing to perform the action that the law would command? I think there is something interesting about a lesbian philosophy that would discuss transgression in these terms.

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Heroes: Mass Murder and Suicide, Franco Berardi. 2015. 224pp. Shelf Life Books, Calgary, AB.

Berardi breaks to a first-person confessional close to the end: “’Why did I write such a horrible book?’ I suddenly asked myself, once I had neared the end of this discourse” (200). This puts it in a different register: sometimes fixation on atrocity is fetishistic and sometimes it’s obsessive—sometimes you scare yourself when you wake up out of the trance. Like all writing in this vein the book wanders toward an unsatisfying non-conclusion because if the conclusion existed yet one wouldn’t have to write it.

I have to make some objection to the idea that PMC techno-anguish is the most defining affect of the era, which is a tone I detect here and there in this type of book. How much of the office’s collective feeling of despairing stuck-ness is simply the bargain we make to keep the compensatory privileges of having a nice work-from-home emails job? Berardi and I could go become monks any time. It wouldn’t help anyone, but neither does reading or writing leftist criticism, and if you read or write too much of it you really start to think nothing helps anyone, and maybe it doesn’t.

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Enjoying What We Don’t Have, Todd McGowan. 2013. 364pp.

As above: it’s funny to get to the last chapter of a book like this and realize alongside the writer that there is no way forward from the criticisms they’ve raised. I’m not satisfied—they say one’s never satisfied—but I’ll keep looking. McGowan has a reading here of An Inconvenient Truth in which this film and the moment of culture during which it arose represents the calcification of the left in the position of the admonishing "good citizen", while Bush Jr.'s right has fun going golfing. I think I've told this story at four parties since reading it, probably after drinking just the number of premixed negronis that would prevent me from detecting whether my interlocutor really wants to hear about a psychoanalytic theory of politics.

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Sula, Toni Morrison. 1973. 192pp. Local library.

I was thinking how one might write essays and criticism to organize, but stories to search; Ballard said that he thought of himself as a “scout who is sent on ahead to see if the water is drinkable or not.” What’s beautiful about Morrison is the sense that she knows from the start the search is hopeless, but she still has hope for it; you can feel her edit, her reflection and self-searching, but nothing is slick or cute. She has this trick of introducing contextless details before the context that is required to understand them, at the paragraph level, raising questions and then answering them. This encourages you to take advantage of what is unique about literature, which is that you and the book sit in time together—she encourages or even requires you to reread paragraphs. Great books reward this sort of achronic engagement because every paragraph of a great book is also its whole, worked and reworked into an incredible density, so dense it could collapse any moment, but it doesn’t: it holds more and more and more.

“Hellfire don’t need lighting and it’s already burning in you.” / "Whatever’s burning in me is mine!" (92)

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Senescence: A Year in the Canadian Rockies, Amal Alhomsi. 2024. 182pp. Lent by a friend.

Aphoristic and profuse. Now, a Zen monk might say that true aphorisms must come from subtraction, rather than profusion. Alhomsi has contrasting urges: to write beautiful prose, and to be continuous with a beautiful world that knows no writing. "Nothing [in nature] is silent, we've just been left out of a conversation that began millions of years ago....we're too proud to forget our names" (135). Is all writing that is so aware of itself a betrayal of nature? I mean, does writing like this insist on the baroque madness of the human above the uncomplaining sanity and thingness of a river or a mountain? God knows I frequently regret this impulse in myself. Alhomsi, I believe, would argue we're doing all right: the chapter I quote layers in many examples of the communication of elk and elephants. Writing is simply the human animal's particular form of calling. So perhaps it's our nature, and to criticize our nature would be to criticize nature. (Encountering a writer in my geographic region on whom I can write a paragraph like this is truly dizzying; I'm so used to thinking of great writing as something that must occur somewhere else.)

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The Demon of Writing, Ben Kafka. 2012. 184pp.

Very useful for me personally. I had a funny moment running across this review by Todd Patterson, which is so brutal I seriously wondered if it was a personal matter. I came of age in a time when Slate was already basically Buzzfeed, so discovering an era of experimental internecine academic hit jobs in its archives was surreal. Anyhow, I found the book very engaging, in contrast to the impression Patterson gives, but I’m forced to admit he's right to say you feel a bit led around by the end. At the same time, I think Patterson underestimates—perhaps because you get the feeling Kafka did at the outset—the intractable, labyrinthine nature of the question he’s interested in. The closer you get to what bureaucrats as state workers are actually doing, the more your conceptualization struggles against most of the best-known and useful tools of leftist political theory, which don’t take this into account at all. In fact, the trouble caused to such theories by the government worker starts to seem downright…repressed. This is something I’ve been thinking about a lot, so Kafka’s book was very exciting to me as a site of thought, even if it didn’t answer all the questions it raises. Like noticing something out of the corner of your eye, and having someone say, “no, you’re right, I saw it too--what was that?”

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Selected essays and stories:

  • “Breadshow”, Kenneth Calhoun, in Ploughshares #158. I actually read this months ago, but can’t stop thinking about it.
  • “The Living Death Drug”, Lisa Carver, in The Paris Review.

Movies, TV, and performances:

  • Don Pasquale (1843), Donizetti, Calgary Opera
  • Aida (1871), Verdi, Met Opera broadcast
  • Lost Highway (1997) dir. David Lynch
  • The Conformist [Il conformista] (1970) dir. Bernardo Bertolucci

jan 2025

Feb. 28th, 2025 06:20 pm
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Frankenstein, Mary Shelley. 1818. Broadview Press Edition, 2012, eds. D.L. Macdonald and Kathleen Scherf, 2012. 358pp (but I haven’t read the appendixes yet, so much less than that). Little free library.

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Empire of the Senseless, Kathy Acker. 1994. 240pp. Local library.

I wrote enough on this to turn it into an essay, but I think it will be several more years before I'm ready to write that essay. I don't think I liked it...?

“The Future is a Struggle: On Kathy Acker’s *Empire of the Senseless”,* by Alexandra Kleeman in The Paris Review

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Beloved, Toni Morrison. 1987. 324pp. Mine. Third reread.

This novel has marked my reading life repeatedly as the beginning of a new, deeper cycle of engagement with literature. I had forgotten that I once annotated my copy. I finished my annotations, and this allowed me to appreciate the density of the warp; I often cheat myself of that by reading too fast. Or maybe most books just aren’t so thoughtful. Something I love in Beloved is Morrison’s lingering over folkcraft, cooking, tending fire: the brief profoundness of simple labour—done in freedom for oneself and one’s loved ones. But by those qualifiers I mean to emphasize that every motif in this book must be quietly ambivalent. Morrison asks trees and water, for example, to bear in intense pain and intense beauty by turns. Or perhaps it’s that the intense beauty of these things must be marred by the evil human beings do to each other. There’s no attempt to overtly reconcile how these feelings exist one after the other or in the same moment. How could you? Why would you? In Sula, which I read in February, Morrison writes of the Black townspeople, “What was taken by outsiders to be slackness, slovenliness or even generosity was in fact a full recognition of forces other than good ones" (90).

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Reading Genesis, Marilynne Robinson. 2024. 352pp. Local library.

Essay perhaps forthcoming: “Joseph”

James Wood in The New Yorker: “When Marilynne Robinson Reads Genesis.” Woods writes, “If God wanted to destroy the whole of mankind, [the theologist] Calvin says, he would be justified by our sinfulness….Robinson’s Calvinism holds out an earnest optimism about what awaits us in the afterlife, alongside a deep pessimism about our terrible brokenness here on earth.” Woods isn’t criticizing Robinson per se. Maybe I’ve been reading too much pessimistic philosophy, but I find myself totally sympathetic with the stance he describes.

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The Fraud, Zadie Smith. 2023. 451pp. Local library.

An enjoyable novel that performs a brutally tender balancing act in its attitude toward its central character: a white female abolitionist caught up in the events of the real historical Tichborne case. Sometimes the sensationalism and conspiratorialism around the case and the politics of Eliza Touchet’s positioning in the abolitionist cause teeter on cynically modern. But then, what’s the past good for if not to frame the present? Unless to do so privileges familiar intelligibility over unintelligible otherness.

“Is Zadie Smith All Right? Puzzling Over *The Fraud,”* by Sue Sorensen in Macrina. (I disagree with Sorensen here—the ”clutter” of the novel simply doesn’t bother me—but it’s a less commercial, thus more interesting, piece of criticism than the others I read.)

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Lacan, Malcolm Bowie. 1993. 252pp.

For those who, like me, have repeatedly run into the wall of Lacanian theory and bounced back rubbing your head. Left me with the same admixture of respect and irritation toward Lacan that Bowie seems to feel.

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The Philosophy of Zen Buddhism, Byung-Chul Han. 2022. 120pp. Local library.

Each of Han’s small, hypnotizing books has been a pleasure. As a layperson I find his account of Zen Buddhist philosophical interventions quite convincing.

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Notable essays and short stories:
  • “Saving Masud Khan,” Wynne Godley. In London Review of Books.
  • “our brothers started dying,” Natalie Appleton. In Room 47.2

Movies and TV:

  • Twin Peaks S1 (1990), showrunners David Lynch and Mark Frost
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The Burnout Society, Byung-Chul Han. 2010. 60pp.

Negative Psychoanalysis for the Living Dead, Julie Reshe. 2023. 144pp.

A Place of Greater Safety, Hilary Mantel. 1992. 749pp. Local library.

Genesis, Matthew 1 -4 , Luke 1 - 2, in the New Oxford Annotated Bible.

White Noise, Don Delillo. 1985. 320pp. Local library.

Quick Fixes, Benjamin Y Fong. 2023. 272pp. Shelf Life Books, Calgary, AB.

The Life of St Teresa of Avila by Herself, herself. 1562 - 1565, published 1611? Penguin ed. 1988. 320pp. No idea where I got this.

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Notable essays:

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Movies:

  • Nosferatu (1979), dir. Werner Herzog
  • Wicked (2024), dir Jon M. Chu
  • Interstellar (2014), dir. Christopher Nolan
  • Conclave (2024), dir. Edward Berger
  • Slave Play. Not a Movie. A Play (2023), dir. Jeremy O. Harris
  • Bright Star (2009), dir. Jane Campion
  • Nosferatu (2025), dir. Robert Eggers
  • Minari (2020), dir.  Lee Isaac Chung
  • Hotel Artemis (2017), dir. Drew Pearce
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The Vampire Lestat, Anne Rice. 1985. Mine.
Called Out Of Darkness, Anne Rice. 2008. University library.
Prism of the Night: A Biography of Anne Rice, Katherine Ramsland. 1991. Didn't finish this, because I got to the plot of Queen of the Damned before my Queen reread, and then I had to return it to the library.

Essays still forthcoming eventually.

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A Critique of Political Reason, Thomas Lemke. University library.

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The Lost Ones, Samuel Beckett. 1970. University library.

Essay forthcoming: "Living in the Cylinder"

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The Plague of Fantasies, Slavoj Zizek. 1997. University library. Had to return.

Essay maybe forthcoming if it's not too embarrassing in a few weeks: "World of Overwhelm"

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Notable short stories, papers and essays

Movies and TV:
  • Dungeon Meshi (2023), based on the manga by Ryoko Kui
  • Mistress Dispeller (2024), dir Elizabeth Lo
  • The Terror S1 (2018), showrunner Robyn-Alain Feldman, based on the Dan Simmons novel
  • Kung Fu Elliott (2014), dir. Matthew Bauckman and Jaret Belliveau
  • Encounters at the End of the World (2007), dir. Werner Herzog
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In the Freud Archives, Janet Malcolm. 1984. 165pp. University library.
Psychoanalysis: The Impossible Profession, Janet Malcolm. 1981. 174pp. University library.
Iphigenia in Forest Hills, Janet Malcolm. 2011. 155pp. University library.

Essay: "Players of Games".

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The Last Emperor, Edward Behr. 1987. 327pp. University library.

Essay: "Complicity 1".

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The Big Sleep, Raymond Chandler. 1939. 277pp. Charity book sale.
The Detections of Totality, Fredric Jameson. 2016. 81pp. Accessible here.

  • “Thus, the work of art itself, although exhibited in that worldly place which is the museum, and drawn into a web of social and worldly relationships—those of sale and investment, interpretation and evaluation, pedagogy, tradition, savred reference—must always somehow scandalously exceed all those worldly relationships in the ultimate and irreducible materiality of its earthly element that cannot become social, the color that cannot be made altogether human.” (79)
  • “For now, at the end, all the events of the book are seen in a new and depressing light: all that energy and activity wasted to find somebody who had in reality been dead for so long, for whom the time of the present was little more than a process of slow physical dissolution. And suddenly, at the thought of that dissolution, and of the mindless lack of identity of the missing person so long called by name, the very appearance of life itself, of time in the present, of the bustling activity of the outside world, is stripped away and we feel in its place the presence of graves beneath the bright sunlight; the present fades to little more than a dusty, once-lived moment which will quickly take its place in the back years of an old newspaper file. And our formal distraction at last serves its fundamental purpose: by diverting us with the ritual generic aim of the detection of the criminal and of his transformation into the Other, it is able to bring us up short, without warning, against the reality of death itself, stale death, reaching out to remind the living of its own moldering resting place.” (81)
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Vita contemplativa, Byung-Chul Han, transl. Daniel Steuer. 2022, transl. 2024. 120pp. Local library.

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Making Middle-Class Multiculturalism, Jennifer Elrick. 2022. 242pp.

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The Pale King, David Foster Wallace. 2015. 548pp. Local library.

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High-Rise,
J.G. Ballard. 1975. 253pp. Local library.

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Interview with the Vampire, Anne Rice. 1974. No idea where I got my copy. It is simply my birthright. I’m actually not sure I exchanged money to obtain my copy of any of the books in this series, even though I somehow own five. Essays forthcoming.

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Notable short stories, essays, and papers:

Movies and TV:

  • Yesterday (2019) dir. Danny Boyle
  • Farewell, my Concubine (1993) dir. Chen Kaige
  • Seven Samurai (1954) dir. Akira Kurosawa


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Crime & Punishment [Преступление и наказание, Prestupleniye i nakazaniye], Fyodor Dostoevsky, transl. Richard Pevear and Larissa Volokhonsky. 1867, transl. 1993. 624pp. Shelf Life Books, Calgary, AB.

A disturbed man navigates social challenges in his family and neighbourhood, coloured by the fact that he has just murdered an old woman for dreadful philosophical reasons. That bloodbath that sets off the events—Lord have mercy. The climactic events are also riveting. Yet I found myself increasingly unforgiving of Dostoevsky’s melodrama in the middle sections. A second soppy Christian ending after the one in Brothers Karamazov outraged me outright. When I read The Double, a woman in my book club originally educated in Russian seemed to gently imply that she didn’t really understand why we admired Dostoevsky above Gogol or Pushkin, whom, embarrassingly, none of us had read.

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Homo Sacer: Sovereign Power and Bare Life, Giorgio Agamben. 228pp. 1998. University library.

I began a reading jag this month of scholarly books which I feel underqualified to comment on. But this is only a diary, so I’ll try. I usually see Agamben’s landmark idea deployed to the effect that the defining power of the state in the modern era is the power to define which populations don’t count as legal people, or even more bluntly, which populations it is permissible for the state to kill, along with a couple of other corollary theses. In detail it’s much more complicated than that and all. I think if you were in my exact situation—interested in the idea above regularly attributed to Agamben by other writers, but lacking much background in medieval or classical political philosophy— you could get away with reading backward, starting with Part 3, “The Camp as Biopolitical Paradigm of the Modern”, and decide from there whether you also want the first two parts, which are, that said, definitely interesting even for the layperson.

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First as Tragedy, Then as Farce, Slavoj Žižek. 2009. 157pp. Local library.
Fear of Knowledge, Paul A. Boghossian. 2006. 139pp. University library.

Stacking these two books together in the diary may seem like an odd decision. Nearly as odd as the experience of reading them one after the other. I organize them here because in both cases my notes on the work are riddled with the red pen I use to comment my disagreements and irritations. There are foibles of rhetoric I dislike which I perceive in both writers, especially the willingness to conflate opponent terminology with their own mental representations of opponent ideas, and the willingness to draw on flimsy sources if doing so will own the libs. The virtue of Žižek is that one enjoys reading him. On the other hand, like other analytic philosophers I have gratefully encountered after reading too much theory, the virtue of Boghossian is that one can read him. But I find disagreement generative, as I think they do; we can all be grateful to one another for that.

I was going to compliment Boghossian’s willingness to improve his enemy’s argument for him, a rhetorical norm in analytical philosophy that I appreciate, until I learned he’s one of those guys who submits fake “social theory articles” to sociology journals to get his chuckles. This behaviour is annoying but in a way that I also find somehow pitiable. It often seems to me that the authors of these “hoaxes” have misunderstood the purpose of a piece of writing in this rhetorical genre, which is not, for the record, to make a factual argument of which publication indicates wholehearted endorsement. Provocative, strange, slightly nonsensical commentary may be found useful if it is interesting to read and promotes genuine engagement with ideas, stretching the boundaries of thought, turning texts on their heads. Therefore, in most cases I have heard of, scheming would-be Sokals seem to wind up accidentally….writing and submitting pieces of mediocre social theory writing. Gotcha! I am also perplexed as to whether they don’t have some kind of research to do in their own fields, which might be more important than breaking into the rival high school to steal the mascot costume.

Knowing about Boghossian’s participation in this silliness, I now feel justified to relay a fantasy I first redacted: putting these two writers in a cage match where they toddle around tearing at one another’s shirts. I never felt bad about putting Žižek in this fantasy, because I think he would have fun with it.

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The Collected Schizophrenias, Esme Weijun Wang. 2019. 224pp. Local library.
Tears and Saints [Lacrimi și Sfinți], E.M. Cioran. 1998. 154pp. University library.

It’s embarrassing, or maybe a relief, but I don’t have anything to say about either of these books. I may return to Tears and Saints, or else read later Cioran when he realized the fascism was a mistake (it doesn't appear in this book to my reading, anyways).

Now I’ve been keeping this journal for going on two years, and these last few months I’ve been reading at an accelerated pace, and a part of me feels that I’ve said all I can say for the moment about any book. Obviously untrue in the sense that much more could be said be somebody about some book. Possibly true in the sense that I, now, have come to the extent of my current ability. I started to make this journal because it bored me to think of judging every book I read on a scale from one to five stars or whatever, determining whether books are "good" or "bad", but it unnerved me to think about reading without some sort of process to capture and treasure what I learned. Isn't there something more interesting to be done with a book--to honour the reason I love to read, which is not merely to form opinions and declare my tastes? And now I fear that, when I'm lazy, even in this journal I produce three paragraphs that translate to "three stars".

You know, a friend of mine once told me a story about her family’s seaside cabin in Nova Scotia. (This isn’t as much of a class marker as you might think — land in Nova Scotia was very cheap for a long time — my friend’s mother was a hairdresser.) She said her entire large extended family had come for a reunion and they all went mudding on the flats at low tide. Dozens of children were covered in mud. Everyone rushed to wash off. But it happens that in this part of the world all the houses use water systems that were drilled as long as a hundred years ago. In fact, I know of Nova Scotia communities where every well in the town runs dry in the summer due to the changing climate. People have to drive two hours south to Yarmouth and fill up hundred-gallon tanks on the back of their trucks. That day, my friend’s family used so much water at once to wash the mud off that the pump began to pull up seawater somehow. Ever since then, the shower runs salty and they can’t drink from the tap.

So I feel like I’m close to drinking seawater. Something more interesting might exist somewhere. I’ll keep playing around. Dispatches from the front.

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The Hour of the Star [A hora da estrela], Clarice Lispector, transl. Benjamin Moser, New Directions centennial edition. 1977, my ed. 2020. 93pp. First Light Bookshop, Austin, TX.

Brilliant. Shocked me into believing in prose again for several days.



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Selected short stories:

Movies and TV:
  • Succession S4 (2023), showrunner Jesse Armstrong
  • Fancy Dance (2023) dir. Erica Tremblay
  • Drive-Away Dolls (2023) dir. Ethan Coen
  • Invasion of the Body Snatchers (1978) dir. Philip Kaufman

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Domination and the Arts of Resistance, James C. Scott. 1990. 227pp. University library.

Scott argues for a particular approach to reading the archive of situations of domination, such as slavery, serfdom, and casteism, taking into account the hidden transcript—the ideas and ideology professed by the dominated outside public hearing—and presenting very interesting arguments about false consciousness, for example, a topic I’ve always meant to investigate, as well as the nature of the revolutionary moment. A fascinating book, quite readable, with all the joys and potential pitfalls of its famous sister. I got this out from the library before I learned that Scott had passed away early in July; may he rest in peace.

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The Correspondence, J.D. Daniels. 2017. Vargo’s Jazz City and Books, Bozeman, MT.

An exactingly vicious set of five essays, or maybe stories, or maybe essays, starting with Brazilian jiu jitsu, and proceeding through other experiences that feel like getting your cheekbone snapped in the ring by another man’s foot. Group therapy, for example. Energetic, insistent, constantly shocking prose.

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The Object of Performance: The American Avant-Garde Since 1970, Henry M. Sayre. 1989. 324pp. Little free library.

Thoughtful discussion of shared philosophical readings across a variety of artistic moments we call “postmodern”: Carolee Schneeman’s feminist performance art, Jenny Holzer and Barbara Kruger’s interface with text, Robert Smithson’s land art. Genial and engaging introduction to the field. I especially appreciate Sayre’s obvious appreciation for feminist art, not in the hollow identarian way that I think people outside the academy often assume feminist art is intended, but for its structural, formal, discursive innovations and interventions.

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Lincoln in the Bardo, George Saunders. 2017. 343pp. Local library.

Those chapters composed from quotations of histories are brilliant. The main plot, which centres around Lincoln’s dead son Willie encountering a host of otherworldly trials in the afterlife, struck me as floppy, sugary, fantastic in a bad sense. Saunders’s sense of humour falls at different times to either side of that dividing line for me. Continues an interesting trend in my taste: misalignment with the jury of the Man Booker Prize. (Only exceptions so far are Hilary Mantel and Paul Beatty’s The Sellout.)

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Islands of Decolonial Love, Leanne Betasamosake Simpson. 2015. 143pp. Gift from a friend.

The quote on the back from Lee Maracle: “the kind of book that is going to make me a good writer, a good listener, a good citizen.” I am cynical enough that this prescription makes me suspicious. I find this unfortunate partially because it makes it difficult for me to judge Simpson on her own merits. At her best her stories and poems are unflinching and persistent. Her use of Anishnaabe English is pleasurably bouncing and snippy, especially in long pieces like “nogojiwanong”. But when she indulges in phrases like “this beautiful disaster”, an easy, romantic sentimentality undercuts her.

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Short stories and poems:

Movies & TV:

  • Grizzly Man (2005) dir. Werner Herzog
  • The Alpinist (2021) dir. Peter Mortimer, Nick Rosen
  • Dave Not Coming Back (2020) dir. Jonah Malak
  • The Pervert’s Guide to Ideology (2012) dir. Sophie Fiennes
  • Into the Abyss (2011) dir. Werner Herzog
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july 2024

Aug. 13th, 2024 09:16 am
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The Magus, John Fowles. 1965. 656pp. Local library.

Quite a ride. Fowles seems to hate this novel, and I guess I’m glad for his foreword, which tempered my expectations. The narrator’s inveterate scumminess certainly requires the reader to steel herself from time to time—or comfort herself that he might at some point collapse under the ever-rising tower of stacked convolutions in the titular millionaire’s “Most Dangerous Game” of the mind. Over the length of the book the novelty wanes somewhat, but the experience is still enjoyable. I’m interested to read the novels that Fowles liked. Possesses, in parts, a powerful undercurrent of what hurts most in the world.

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I’m Your Man: The Life of Leonard Cohen, Sylvie Simmons. 2011. 570pp. Local library. DNF.

Worth a look if you admire Cohen as I do, but a certain tendency toward hagiography and an insistence on cute lyrical references really wore on me here. I called it after The Future.

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Swann’s Way, Marcel Proust, transl. 1982 by James Grieve, original 1913, my ed. 2023. 450pp. Local library. Only technically finished.

Because of my library schedule I had to grind out the last 300 pages of Swann’s Way in a couple of days. This was mid-heatwave in my stuffy apartment. Every day I took several cold plunges in the bathtub. Somewhere in that middle section about the interminable Verdurins and their social travails, I had a fit of desperation. Please, God, I need to read something else, I thought. There were other things going on my life. I needed to enact some rebellion somewhere against obligation. Carelessly skimming the last 20 pages of Swann’s Way was more sensible than quitting my job. So what to say? I think I’m burned out. Maybe in five years, with improved stamina and more skillful reading, I’ll get around to the other six books. I happened to cross-read a French copy here and there, and I found the original French lighter and funnier. I wonder why?

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Selected short stories and poems:

  • "Sonny’s Blues," James Baldwin, 1957 (Reread)
  • "The Mud Below," Annie Proulx, in Close Range: Wyoming Stories, 1998 (Reread)
Movies and TV:
  • La vie revée [Dream Life] (1972) dir. Mireille Dansereau 
  • Face to Face [Ansikte mot ansikte] (1976) dir. Ingmar Bergman, TV version.
  • Passages (2023) dir. Ira Sachs

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june 2024

Jul. 10th, 2024 11:28 am
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Ninety Percent of Everything, Rose George. 2013. 273pp. University library.

Fascinating and undoubtedly hard-earned survey of the mysterious, ubiquitous shipping industry. The framing device, George’s personal embarkation on a Maersk container ship, is useful, although I wonder if it doesn't put her in the access journalist's classic double-bind. George’s turns of phrase occasionally caused me to raise my eyebrows: “ashore Burmese people may be rare and exotic but they are common in shipping” (19). I guess I hoped for a more Klein-like perspective, sharper and more worldly (or simply conforming better to my own political convictions?)

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Julian the Magician, Gwendolyn MacEwan. 1963. 151pp. University library.

Charming little piece of fujoshi history. Of course, it’s no good—MacEwan apparently wrote it at the age of 18—but I find it genuinely touching to observe historical continuity in the instincts and preoccupations of certain precocious young women beginning to build their talents. The titular magician, who believes himself to be Jesus Christ reincarnated, and his besotted companion Peter, who for some reason gets no pseudonym, have been reincarnated yet again in a thousand longfics which will someday be deleted for the sake of their authors’ dignity. Hands are frequently caressed; wrists are blue-veined; eyes are wild; blood, amber and moonlight pour everywhere. MacEwan has occult interests, which were the reason I took this Canlit research read off the shelf, and poor Julian’s a bit useless on that account. But I’m fond; I wished I could smoke a joint with Gwen in a college dorm room and talk about NBC Hannibal.

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Just Kids, Patti Smith. 2010. 320pp. Local library.

I confess to being underwhelmed at first, but Smith’s almost naive rhythm of prose eventually takes effect. Interesting documentation if you like the period, though the document relies on a cavalcade of names that has less effect as literature. The last section on Mapplethorpe’s death—now that is undeniable in its heartbreak, and occurs almost on a higher plane.

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Antigonick, Anne Carson/Sophokles. 2012. Local library.

Antigone is on my personal altar of classic figures. As a teenager, Jean Anouilh’s Antigone dazed me. The chorus speech that goes, “surtout, c’est reposant, la tragédie, parce qu’on sait qu’il n’y a plus d’espoir” [”above all, tragedy is calming, because you know there is no more hope”] is one of the first encounters I remember with the pure sublime in literature. Carson’s loose translation is obviously astonishing. I anticipate returning to this in future. I sometimes fear I need to know Ancient Greek to really appreciate the work that Anne Carson is doing; I respect her so much that I have considered pursuing this line.

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Mantel Pieces: Royal Bodies and Other Writing from the London Review of Books, Hilary Mantel. 2020. Charity book sale.

I had been working slowly through these essays, planning to include them in the “selected” category below, and then hit a run of four or five that were so impressive I finished the book in a go. As is the case with anything written for deadline, not all the works are equal. But Mantel’s thought-style is dogged and dignified, perfect for the essay. You sense her talking almost to herself, but looking you dead in the eye. Her style is beautiful but never feels artificial. She has an unflinching awareness of the possibility of terror and the inevitability of death, from which stems her unfeeling understanding, not quite compassion. Since all human beings can suffer terror and will die, she knows a bit about everyone who's ever lived. I am coming to think this may be one of the most important qualities a writer can have.

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Selected short stories and poems:

  • First Dream (Primero sueño), Juana Ines de la Cruz, 1678, transl. Edith Grossman, in Sor Juana Inés de la Cruz: Selected Works
  • “The Nine Arcana of the Kings”, by Gwendolyn MacEwen, in The Armies of the Moon, 1972

Movies & TV:

  • Saint Omer (2022) dir. Alice Diop
  • Jacob’s Ladder (1990) dir. Adrian Lyne
  • The Wire S2, S3 (2003 - 04), showrunner David Simon
  • Harry Smith, American Magus (2002) dir. Paola Igliori
  • Juliet of the Spirits (1965) dir. Federico Fellini
  • Deprogrammed (2015) dir. Mia Donovan
  • Fallout S1
  • Interview with the Vampire season 2 (2024), showrunner Rolin Jones
  • American Fiction (2023) dir. Cord Jefferson
  • Blow-Up (1966) dir. Michelangelo Antionioni
  • Lesvia (2023) dir. Tzeli Hadjidimitriou
  • Manting (2023) dir. Shuyao Chen 
  • Ticker (2023) dir. Thom Petty
  • Old Lesbians (2023) dir. Meghan McDonough
  • Vestiges (2023) dir. Yoan de Montgrand and Jofre Carabén
  • Cabaret (1972) dir. Bob Fosse
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may 2024

Jun. 9th, 2024 06:33 pm
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Seeing Like a State, James C. Scott. 1998. 357pp. University library. Reread.

This book was massively foundational for me. One of the first academic books I ever read seriously; it changed the course of my intellectual life. On reread I am happy to maintain that it is a splendid introduction to some issues of the nation-state, its epistemology and its means of control, across multiple periods and times that will interest the student of “modernity” (whatever that means). There are likely other and more precise texts; its sweeping quality is exciting but suspect, and now perhaps recalls Reddit-beloved sages-of-everything with increasingly thin credentials like Jared Diamond. But it’s held up for me over at least the last decade, and Scott is much more esoteric in his interests than anyone writing for popular press. As Scott would likely say, the broad and the narrow are in dialogue.

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“The Double” and “The Gambler” ["Двойник. Петербургская поэма", Dvoynik: Peterburgskaya poema, and "Игрокъ", Igrok], Fyodor Dostoevsky. ~ 300pp? Due to a certain series of events I read The Double in a Pevear and Volokhonsky translation borrowed from a friend, and The Gambler in the Constance Garnett translation, from the university library.

I liked these, especially "The Gambler", which is deliciously cynical. They have not stuck with me like BK, but--high bar. I would like to challenge myself with a little completionism around Dostoevsky, and these feel a bit like the completionist's materials to me but maybe I'll re-assess.

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L'Étranger, Albert Camus. 1942, my edition 2012. In French. 144pp. A friend lent me this astonishingly beautiful Futuropolis Gallimard edition in large format illustrated by José Muñoz. Reread.

A thin slab of stone. John Dee apparently owned a piece of flat black obsidian cut to the shape of a mirror in which he would see visions. Dee's mirror was Aztec in origin, by the way. See a little below, in Along and Structures. (I left this enigmatic comment without an explanation even to myself the first time I jotted down these thoughts on this classic French novel of a pathologically indifferent personality who commits a murder and is imprisoned. I was restless, frankly dissatisfied. I recognized the novel's effect, but my mind drifted as I contemplated it. I was thinking of colonial critique, which is fair but has been said by better thinkers. A month later I had to come back to clarify to myself. I still have nothing further to say.)

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Two Serious Ladies,
Jane Bowles. 1943. 180pp. Little free library.

What a bizarre, salty, pleasurable little book. Two strange upper-class women have parellel adventures, each alone. Everything everyone does is nonsensical, but somehow also makes perfect sense: maybe their self-certainty convinces you. At one point I laughed until I had to wipe my eyes. Such a blatant, nonchalant style. I kept thinking of Chantal Akerman for some reason. The unspooling of time and space. Nights shamble forever, distances are crossed in instants. Depth and forwardness.

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Along the Archival Grain: Epistemic Anxieties and Colonial Common Sense, Ann Laura Stoler. 2019. University library.
Structures of Indifference, Mary Jane Logan McCallum and Adele Perry. 2018. Purchased for me by a friend at a University of Manitoba Press book sale.

Happened to read these shortly after my Seeing Like A State reread and they prove an interesting duo to develop those ideas. Stoler cites Scott; McCallum & Perry cite Stoler. Weirdly, this is a coincidence. I actually took out the Stoler because I was searching seperately and ineptly for work on epistemic anxiety, which the book is not about. As a result, I only read some chapters, but they were incisive enough that I may go back when I get the excuse. Stoler's work is on archives from Dutch administrators of Sumatra; McCallum and Perry are concerned with the story of Brian Sinclair, an Anishnaabe man who died of a completely treatable bladder infection in a Winnipeg emergency room because the triage nurse skipped him and multiple observers assumed he was homeless and drunk. There's something about the minor, scratchy affective qualities tapped here: anxiety, indifference. I think a common popular representation is that conscious malice is the key affective scaffold of colonial dominion. Stoler argues, in maybe a single brilliant page (259), for the predominance of Georg Simmel's Lebensluge--doublethink, living a "vital lie". That the colonizer always knows what is going on, but is always dissimulating even to himself about its nature to maintain stable affect or self-image or to reduce cognitive dissonance. This is a formulation that deeply impressed me. McCallum & Perry find, for example, that the inquests into Sinclair's death focused overwhelmingly on the logistics of the triage room. Is this indifference? Or is it the half-purposeful decision, never articulated by any single colonial agent, to continue, continue, continue pretending?

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Movies and TV:
  • Inauguration of the Pleasure Dome (1954) dir. Kenneth Anger (Watch this incredibly artful fan rescore too)
  • Meshes of the Afternoon (1943) dir. Maya Dern
  • Pas de Deux (1968) dir. Norman MacLaren <- Finally, cancon for tripping
  • Simon of the Desert [Simón del desierto] (1965) dir. Luis Buñuel
  • Jodorowsky's Dune (2013) dir. Frank Pavich
  • Les Ordres (1974) dir. Michel Brault
  • The Apprenticeship of Duddy Kravitz (1974) dir. Ted Kotcheff
  • Challengers (2023) dir. Luca Guadagnino
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apr 2024

May. 3rd, 2024 05:32 pm
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Le silence de la mer, Vercors (Jean Bruller). 1941. ~96pp? In French. University library.

A fine little book. Its historical import alone as the first French Resistance novel printed in secret under Nazi occupation makes it worth reading. It also has a fascinating high concept: a Nazi officer is billeted in a small French homestead whose owners decide, by mutual unspoken agreement, that as long as he’s in the room they won’t utter a single word. I didn’t realize until the very last paragraph that the book and the Jean-Pierre Melville film differ in their endings. Exactly one shot, the equivalent of one sentence, is added to the film. The change imbues the respective works with quite different meaning in a beautiful way. The film’s ending shocked me, and the book’s ending shocked me again, by the absence. The reason I was so surprised by the ending of the film is hard to explain. I can’t decide whether my shock should trouble me, and I can’t explain without giving everything away.

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Tess of the d’Urbervilles, Thomas Hardy. 1891. 330pp. Little free library.

Iconic. Can't stop thinking about it. This strangely modern novel of a poor woman dealing with the lifelong consequences of a rape is haunted by strangely modern phantoms and strangely ancient ones. These appear from nowhere in the gnostic style: the threshing-machine, a "red tyrant [the farm workers] come to serve", and its engineman, "a dark motionless being...in a sort of trance...a creature from Tophet...he served fire and smoke". At the very end, Stonehenge looms, ever more bizarre because of the association it now carries with New Age kitsch, as a dissociation, a bardo, perceived piece by piece in the night with the palms of the hands. My god, the end of Blood Meridian, the field where the stones are struck. These moments that pin the heart with gospel fear, instead of, on top of, the trembling love in a novel like Gilead. I say trembling because my template for that feeling is the glass on the piano at the end of “Sonny’s Blues.” What is the relationship between these two instincts?

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You Too Can Have A Body Like Mine, Alexandra Kleeman. 2015. 283pp. Little free library.

A slippery collection of images and scenarios arranged together maybe by their examination of disgust. Junk food, commercials, game shows, bulimia, bad boyfriends. Ugly weird territory. That’s a wholehearted compliment. The prose is often gorgeous. I can feel the breath of Sianne Ngai’s Ugly Feelings strongly on this book—almost chapter by chapter in fact. Something feels hollow to me about this type of theory fiction at times, and not even hollow in an interesting way, but hollow like a tech demo at E3. Perhaps this is my plebeian tendency and my lack of graduate coursework in critical theory.

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Washington Black,
Esi Edugyan. 2018. 417pp. Little free library.

An adventure novel whose protagonist is a young enslaved boy selected as a scientist’s assistant. Enjoyable and stirring. For the first time in years I tore through this book in two days. We follow Black at the pace of a skipped stone through the requisite series of far-flung locales, meeting many minor characters who each have some particular noticeable feature or trait. I’m being slightly facetious. I’ve been reading mainly other types of fiction, so that by the end I wished for a narrower, deeper approach, but that’s not the genre, after all. Any modern reflex I detect in quasihistorical writing of this style tends to irk me. The central relationship between Black and his scientist is drawn with an interesting thorny complexity.

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Movies and TV:
  • Dune 2 (2024) dir. Denis Villeneuve
  • Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon [臥虎藏龍,Wòhǔ Cánglóng] (2000) dir. Ang Lee
  • Cry-Baby (1990) dir. John Waters
  • Cube (1997) dir. Vincenzo Natali
  • Nothing (2003) dir. Vincenzo Natali
  • Booger (2023) dir. Mary Dauterman
  • Omen [Augure] (2023) dir. Baloji ★
  • The Vourdalak (2023) dir. Adrien Beau ★
  • Falling Stars (2023) dir. Richard Karpala
  • Never Look Away (2023) dir. Lucy Lawless
  • Boy Kills World (2023) dir. Moritz Mohr
Selected short stories and essays:
  • "The Dead" by James Joyce, in Dubliners (1914)
  • "Darkness over Donbas" [Schlamm, Müdigkeit, Hoffnung und Tod – wie die ukrainischen Soldaten in den Schützengräben des Donbass ausharren] by Szczepan Twardoch, transl. Sean Gasper Bye
  • "Fits" by Alice Munro, in The Progress of Love (1986)
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